I'm really dumb.

I'm really dumb to act as if nothing as happened. I'm really dumb. Yeah. Seriously.

Why should I even care about how they feel when they don't care about me anymore? I should just stick to Bosco ramblings. They don't even say hello to me. They don't even talk to me. They don't even ask me how I'm doing.

Why should I care?

Am I afraid to face the fact because I was bitten before? BUT WHY SHOULD I CARE?!

Friends aren't there for you for a life time. They betray you one day. They treat you like shit one day.

And my case is the same as before.

I don't want it to happen again.